What if I wrote down all my thoughts?  Like everything, absolutely everything that came in my head.  Could I do that?  Would anyone care?  Of course Crystal—>that’s my extreme faux self confidence.  My outside appearance is starting to…now I have to fake being asleep to keep from being found out.  This could be dangerous—>key to my soul in essence.  How fast my mind jumps around.  Is it really possible to write absolutely everything I think, about now, about the future?  How about pictures…do you think my thoughts would matter? Now who am I talking to?  No I am not talking, I am thinking.  How will I explain this: why would I want to?  Maybe someone will finally find me interesting enough to take the consideration of telling me.  Does it really have to be this hard?  If I wrote down everything, would I ever come to a conclusion?  No, because I’d be constantly occupied with thinking and writing.  Ah, I just proved myself wrong; paradox: or just a stupid lack of suff!
icient thinking capacity or just the lack of my brain to function under these circumstances.  Ah!…overwhelming…my cat is sitting on my leg. 15 minutes! How fast thoughts jump.  Is that why were able to have humor, us being able to search our brains thoroughly to find and oxymoron or a play on words in sentences of conjoined words made up of letters which are essentially just lines that make up symbols which is what numbers are—>common between math and English.  Wow this is overwhelming.  Maybe I should stop my hand hurts; it will be in my best interest to stop.  I shall.