i don’t know why i’m feeling this way but i feel like i’m starting to like you as a lot more than a best friend. but i don’t want a relationship with you. i don’t like that idea. i just have been thinking about you a lot more lately, and i don’t know what it is. i don’t want to be thinking these things. i can’t tell anyone how i feel about you because people are gonna think i’m crazy. if i tell you, i don’t want things to change. you would just know something you probably didn’t know before. there would be no awkwardness between us. and if you feel the same way, then i still don’t want a relationship. i don’t want anything to change between us. this will probably pass, but if it doesn’t then i’m probably just going to tell you. don’t be alarmed when i tell you, okay? because there’s a part in my mind telling me that you’ve already figured it out. but if you haven’t, i don’t want you to be surprised or freaked out or awkward if i tell you. because THINGS AREN’T GOING TO CHANG!
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love,
your best friend :]