i used to have this friend, she had her flaws like any other human being, but i always overlooked them, trying to see the natural beauty instead. our friendship ended badly, to put it short, and yet i am still forced to see her in social occasions.
i feel like i never really got the chance to tell her how much she means to me and how much i still love her.
yet, everytime i see her, the good thoughts disappear and all the bitterness takes over instead. but lately that hasnt been happening. at all. im kind of proud of myself.
i say i want to be friends with her again - but i dont think i do.
and even if we did start up again, it would never be the same, we would never have the same bond we used to. but i still miss her. i think about her daily. i only wish the best for you, dear friend, and i hope you’re happy…even though i know you’re not.
lately, you’ve been acting like a jealous fiend towards me whenever im around people you clearly dont want me to be around and i just want to know why. i thought you were over it.
anyway. enough of that.
ummm i just wanted to get that out. pretty much.
oh and another thing that bothers me,
why do people complain so much?
seriously?
i know, that sometimes, i take life for granted very very easily
and i shouldnt
but there are other things in life that matter. much much more than complaining about the little things.